September 2010
eigth grade.
it’s really our last year
with everyone together here
let’s stop all the drama
period. explanation. comma.
focus on school
and really don’t ignore people if there not cool
were here, now
but in the future, just wow.
I’m pretty scared
I know everyone is too
we seperate from people we’ve known since kindergarten
but let’s put...
I’m running out of words to say
you obviously don’t like me that way
I don’t know how to change your mind
so I just stand behind
behind where stand
I feel like I should be banned
banned for being near you
so I cant hear you
hear you say the words I hate
this isn’t fate, no well never date.
those words I fear
there so hard to have to hear
I...
images
images are fake. atleast the ones online or on tv or in magazines. there in someway edited no picture goes somewhere with out being touched up. my point is I HATE the people who do that. they make all the regular, different people feel like they have to meet those standards. an the standards are intirely to high. they flaunt anerexic looking girls and anyone heavier than a stick needs to loose as...
YOU NEVER KNOW(:
sometimes being best friends with the guy you like is fun. but then he finds out, and doesn’t care at first. but then there’s alway the time when people decide to make fun of you and him. it becomes akward but you decide to keep talking as “just friends”. those are hard words to hear when you wanna be more. but then there’s the now. and now “just friends”...
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life is hard; but I'll try to push through
sometimes I wish to quit. I wonder who would care if I did. I have my family they back me up, but really who would sit and cry there eyes out if I was gone. I wonder what happens, do I vanish and disappear. how would I do it, would people hear. it’s frightening to think someone could make me go, this early on. I imagine the future. how will it be if it was hard now. I’ll guess truly I...
i'm sorry....
this is my apology.
to anyone who i’ve put down or made not feel special. I say I know how it feels and yet I then turn around and say something terrible. they say treat people they way you want to be treated well usually that’s the case of what I do, but there’s always the one person that’ll tick you of so badly you need to say something back. atleast that’s how I...
“life may suck right now, but try to remember there’s probably always...”
– me(:
young at heart
I bet when you were little you were one of those kids that turned to your mom or dad and said when I grow up I wanna learn to fly, thinking super heroes were real and that one day you could be one. well honestly I woke up the other day and said that to my mom. she laughed thinking it was funny and I laughed too cause it really was. I miss being little things were easier then, the biggest problem...
love ?
what’s the deal with love ?
What’s the deal with saying it when your young ?
if you say it now your not gonna be as happy when you say it and actually mean so why say it now. really when people say I love it’s in eigth or seventh grade, middle school, and really no one knows what it means now. yes, you can look it up in a dictionary but actually feeling it the comes in...
behind my smile what youll never know
i cry.
honestly tell me who doesnt. every once in a while i personally think its healthy. all humans need to find a way to let things out and sometimes sitting in your room, with the door shut and music blasting, while tears roll down your check is good. everyone hurts so dont be ashamed of it. let it out if you really need to.
i smile….
i hurt a lot and cry too but everyday no matter...
“in the end will it really matter how popular you were, how cool and pretty you...”
– ~me.
life; number one.
in life it’s hard to forget what people say.
it’s even harder to find a person that won’t say one thing bad.
and let me just say, you can’t repeteadly tell someone there ugly & hiddious and fat, and expect them to feel good about themselves.
and you can’t just say that and add a just kidding.
just kiddings hurt. they’re words that basically mean...
